because senior finals were LAST week, all this week we have the pleasure of doing whatever we want. and i have spent my time sitting at home watching the hills all dayyyy and shopping online. BUST. (with the exception of a few pool rendezvous.)
the main reason for this post if to say that i actually learned something from watching the hills. haha insane right? but what i have realized isn't such a good thing...time changes people. i mean i knew this to be true. some of my "use to be friends" and i don't even speak. people change, you cope. but some of these people are the people you are CLOSEST to. like friday i graduate...and then what? i go to college in less than a month now. and my friends will be here. and then my closest ones will be at colleges hours away..what happens then? will our lives be like these girls? minus the cash/scandal. i cant bear to think that i could possibly lose some of the most important people in my life. when lauren and heidi split over a guy (word vomit a minute: spencer was the most MONUMENTAL jerk everrrr and heidi is a monster now.) i could not believe they let one thing completely alter how their lives could have been. been together. it was over just like that. i know i am a SUPER stubborn person. and i call 'em like i see 'em. i hope that just because of time and distance, things don't change. i guess they cant if you don't let them....its up to us. i just hope were on the same page with this.
